Over The Rainbow.

♥ Tuesday, October 9, 2007

...............................i think i've given up.. dun ask me anymore ppl..

LOLS. i just read sth.. i dunno whether to cry or to laugh.. to feel sad or angry.. hahs. i really wonder.... hahas.

ok. maybe 50:50 luh. hahs. i went to play the piano.. played a sad song.. ended up banging the keys so loudly, i totally thought it wld pop up or sth..SIAN. i dun understand y im so suay one. hahas. or maybe coz i just suck..

seriously thinking of closing down my blog.. shld i??lols. im half laughing half wanting to cry. but i wont cry luh. not for tis kind of stupid thing^^

gonna forget it and concentrate on my exams... im supposed to anw(= i used to think it was bad.. from bad to worse.. now.. lols. i dun even want to think abt it. we nvr talked.. LOLS. i really wonder why... i just cant seem to find anything to talk to u abt.. oh.. maybe tts y.. hahs. lols.

im anti-social................... :D

now im laughing like some mad retard.. while typing tis post. makes me wonder y i even felt tt way.... i must hav been dreaming.. hahs... falling deeper n deeper... wondering when i will ever wake up. i nvr wanted to. though u jerked me n woke me from my retarded dream.. hahs. i just realised.. tt i was such a dumb @$$...

its not tt u suck, its meeeee.. WHOOOOTS!

i really wished my jiemeis wld call me now.. im also desperate to talk to angelia... wong n yong come visit soon n i'll share my problems with you.. hahs. i really think im silly to feel this way.. really. i think no one can understand me now.. not even my closest buds.....

dont even bother reading it ppl.. just trying to calm down...DONE!! now im bak to studying :D

i crapped ; 10:50:00 AM